I woke up sad this morning. I remembered the excitement and happiness I had when I first arrived here. I couldn't believe where I was living. To me, it was like a dream. I shared how I felt with Ernest, mom and my Mastermind team.
Today was also the day when most of our furniture left this home to go to a new one. I'm typing this from my new bed, an air mattress. Joshua, from my team shared something with me that helped me to stay grounded. He said that sadness sometimes happens when the past has been so pleasant that you can hardly believe that it is going to get even better!
After our furniture left for its new home, we went to our new place to clean up and get it ready for our arrival on Monday. It was hard work today. We also installed new lights for a better look. I'm hoping that I can make this space feel like home without having too much. I think there are already too many things in the kitchen area, but until I unpack and see what else I can minimize, then I'll know.
It's interesting that I woke up this morning with a song playing in my head and all day I've been thinking about the name of the song. It's as if God knew that I would be sad today and He sent the name of this song for me to sing, Don't Stop Believin' by Journey: https://youtu.be/VcjzHMhBtf0
Even though I wanted to cry today, I am believing that there are better days ahead.
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